Sunday, November 26, 2006
yes finally the long asleep jie yan is finally awake...
haha yupz... slept too long le... still drowsy but haha at least i'm awake...
waste too much time sleeping le...
finally someone managed to give me a real good wake up call
and thus sleepyhead jie yan is wide awake now!!!
dont get it??
haha its alright
haha i'm high now!!!
haha maybe i'm too dead just now...
elaborate later
ok... i shall start from the day the exams ended -fri-
haha had a real hearty meal at lai lao shi's wonderful and big house(tian cheryl peifen jieyi*ny)...
mm lots of collections and really good dinner reemphasise
felt so fortunate having such a dinner right after all of your exams...
its like a celebration of so much hard work...
haha
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yupz some of the pictures taken that day... haha there's the japanese collection that includes the cups, the nanyang bears, the bread, soup and salad for the dinner...
haha there are 2 more dishes but i was busy enjoying them so yupz no pictures... but trust me they look gorgeous... yum yum!!
-sat-
yupz then next day went shopping at far east (karen jieyi*tp justin peifen xinyu connie) and yupz haha met toh toh there cos she dying her hair... haha mm not bad ... but haha i still tink black suits her better... haha mm when is our next meeting?? wahaha... mm after dat went to buy a gundam... haha... until now haven really finish but anyway dont intend to finish it that fast... hey the fun is in the building process!!
-sun-
bbq the next day... (yiwen wee beng peifen justin xinyu connie xi ying meng jiat)
mm not really fruitful event but it was fun setting up the fire and stuffs... mm but haha bad day altogether... blame it on luck then... haha but nevermind... haha bei house!!!
-mon-
mm we went shopping!!! (shi jia peifen xuan sheng justin)
bugis-- haha miss that place although there is nothing more there for me to see... haha... mm was intending to get a digital table clock there but haha too bad need time to get the stock and i forgot to go back...went marina next and i saw this very nice topman shirt... mm... but too bad gotta train up quite a bit to really bring out that shirt... especially when xs's around... haha didnt get anything until left me and justin and i got myself 2shirts at bugis street and bugis... haha did i mention the 1 of the shirt shrank?? another tragic case
-tue-
(shi jia peifen beien) well got myself an interview to a recruitment agency and yupz quite a few lobang after that... but only got myself a job recently... haha elaborate later... mm chit chatted at tcc... done
-wed-
haha watched gong at yiwen's house (yiwen peifen connie wee beng)... mm really sorry to yiwen cos i didnt read clearly the message an mistaken that she was sick of staying at home alone instead of sick at home... blunder blunder... haha mainly what i do there is sleep, ransacked her house of chips and noodles... haha...
-thurs-
clubbing (justin beien peifen xuan de xuan sheng theresa)
was slacking and being bored the whole morning!!! really bored out la... haha was intending to go choa chu kang to play badminton in the morning but how the hell am i suppose to wake up so early!!! haha but the night was fun!!! haha well 1st time clubbing... wasnt a bad experience with a good club... too bad wrong group of people went in and kinda spoil the mood by a little... haha i was trying to reach the peak of my "high-ness" although couldnt but i did had a great time... haha woke up next morning and the 1st thing in my head was -- man do i look like an idiot last night!! haha mm waiting for the pics to arrive... when it does i'll write more then...
-fri- (tian peifen)
mm yupz the job i'm having now... the interview on this day... really sad la... 3 of us went but only 2 got in... really unfair la... cos the lady just use her memory to remember the names and faces... then peifen didnt got in... haiz... and she wasnt the 1 who intro us in... haiz haiz... mm the night was shitty... haha the dance performance was a waste of my time... not that it was bad but i was never able to comprehend dance... haha...
-sat-
yupz today
my 1st day at work... i'll be working at raffles city every weekend except next weekend until 17th dec... so 3weekends in total... mm simply ushering for uob credit card roadshow... mm haha i know they keep saying that i sheng1 zai4 fu2 zhong1 bu4 zhi1 fu2... haha cos i'm complaining that it is too easy money... mm cos only ushering... thats why when i met the rest just now i was bloody sianz!! mm that makes me wanna do more tommorow... haha and i'm still not asleep now... mm... o.O?? haha i'm so gonna be dead tommorow... wahaha... nvm nvm nvm... nite nitez people!!
yawnz!!!
haha sleepyhead jie yan really going to sleep le...
wahaha...
-rain keeps poring-
1:09 am
Saturday, November 18, 2006
i was melancholic when i came into jc
melancholic after 1st 3 months
melancholic during my year ones
melancholic after promos
melancholic for the end of the year
melancholic when the year 2 started
melancholic during 白云岗
melancholic after that
not that melancholic in between
but now
i'm still melancholic.
after 2years nothing much has changed
想做的事情
做不到
不能做
不想做
累了
真得很累
累了
就决定不去做了
很空
真得很空
心很空，天很大，云很重。
我恨孤单，却赶不走。
18号了
皆彦还没醒
沉睡当中。。。
-rain keeps poring-
11:04 pm
Wednesday, November 08, 2006
今天我回到了旧家
闻到了熟悉的味道
花店里的花香，
巴刹里的鱼腥味，香料的味道
垃圾堆的味道，
工人的臭汗味，
混成一种独特的味道。
臭吗？
不，很奇怪的
我怀念这味道。
半年了
三月多才回去一次
只不过区区七个月，
旧家变得很多
店面不见了
摊位换了
搬家是对的吗？
不搬的话，至少能保留多一点的回忆。
我们回去阿伯的熟食摊位
坐下时，只见阿伯的儿子和老婆忙着
见不着阿伯
脚又不舒服吗？
生病在家？
为什么没来？
点了菜，饭来时，
爸便问起阿伯
只见端饭来的员工曲着食指
他已走了
搬家是对的吗？
如果不搬的话就能见到阿伯最后一面了。
一样的汤，
一样的菜，
一样的味道，
不一样的感觉。
吃饱了
以前满满的一碗汤
最后一滴都不剩。
但今天汤还剩一半。
我含着泪水，
喝了最后一口，
就走了。
搬家是对的吗？
如果不搬的话。。。
但是他好喜欢新家。
事情的结果
永远取决于某一个决定。
但那决定是对的，
还是错的。
该后悔吗？ 有用吗？
-rain keeps poring-
9:29 pm
Saturday, November 04, 2006
maybe i've teased the others too much whenever they had block nose
and now its finally my turn
i'm down!!!
with cough flu and sorethroat
but
but but
thank god no stomach flu
cos i know i'll be in the hospital if i had one...
screw up gp
i shouldnt have done that question
shouldnt have been confident
and imagine i walked out of the examination feeling great
only to find out that for essay my scope was too narrow
not enought evidence as well
for compre my summary was crap and my aq i had only stated my views and ideas, agree or disagree, didnt point out any significant examples...
screwed
felt pretty much helpless that day when i called the lep and cla frenz...
seems that they're very upset over the paper and i cant do anytink
let them nag and complain also cannot cos my phone was faulty on the first call...
haiz
mm dunno what to say but just to move on and work harder for the rest of the paper
now i'm thinking what will happen if i did screw up my gp and i'm gonna retake my A's just because of that...
i wouldnt be able to get into a uni cos my gp is poor, cos i know i wont score that well for the rest of the papers...
retake retake lor...
doing last minute work for the few chapters i had omitted during my revision...
argh really hope i have enough time...
haha u must be wondering - then why u still have time to blog?? -
haha i dunno, just feel like blogging... mm kk i go now... sleeping soon... nitez people...
-rain keeps poring-
11:37 pm